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The Gothic Pact

The Gothic Pact

A congregation of 25 baroque writers

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a gang of 25 conquering your night - bleeding red, black, blue and even green. lean back and take a bite x -
julie radford

Image by Milad Farhani.

A Ghost Remembered - Laura Catanzano

past the withered cattails, 'round a
graveyard, through a wood
there's a house that's built on broken dreams
where promises once stood

the shutters hanging crooked
there is rot along the eves
windows shattered, gut(ters) spilling
drunken lies that she believed

if you're brave enough to enter
if you can hear beyond the screams
you'll find a version of a woman
who hung herself between the beams

haunted memories chase the shadows
beer and bottles drowned regrets
nights she never will remember
nights she never can forget

there she lived among the haunting
echoes trapped in empty frames
she lied, waste in tattered bedsheets
inhaling atmospheric decay

but she couldn't stay there in the ruins
pouring poison down her throat
She's got this token in her pocket,
and her children won't remember her a ghost
© Laura Catanzano 2025
Image by Azra Tuba Demir.

Subversion O’ Love - J. Kayla

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Self-fulfilling prophecy,
  a malady—
    a travesty,
      the subversion of love
        when catastrophe becomes
          the hanging apostrophe
            in We’re Together.

The silken rope—
  woven from trust,
    from seeing,
      from hearing,
        from knowing—
          once soft around our shoulders,
            now it’s a torturer’s tool.
              I had hoped it would hold me 
                whole but it flays, quartering 
                   me, opening wide, exposing
                      the ugliest side.

Trapped cow hysteria—
  the frantic thrash
    of something—
      drenched in the stench,
        imminent betrayal,
          nightmares of cream,
            old milk dreams
              curdle and cloak
                a once-trusting throat.

We built this rope to hold us,
  to carry the weight
    of we—
      but I dangle now,
        limbs slack,
          hope choked out
            by the beauty,
               what we might
                 have become.
                 
Plenty strong,
  plenty strong—
    for me,
      and my
        self-fulfilling prophecy,
          my malady,
            my travesty,
              my love.
© J. Kayla 2025
Image by IMustBeDead via express permission.

Oblivion - The Forgotten Muse

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“Don’t let go.
Stay with me.
Keep fighting.
You will be missed.

You matter.”

They say it like it’s simple
like love alone can tether a lost soul to this dreary plane,
like words could silence the tempest in my head.
If only…

I’m holding on.

But why does oblivion feel so alluring?
Why do the shadows that reach for me
grow more beautiful with each passing breath?

I’m holding on.

Do you ever wonder what it’s like?
The fading of a fleeting soul
The final grain of sand in this infernal hourglass.

I’m holding on

The shadows are calling,
soft and ethereal
And oh, the sweet reprieve —
to close my eyes
and never open them again.

I’m holding on.

The end of an era.
Or perhaps…
the beginning of something I cannot yet see.

© The Forgotten Muse 2025
Image by Jayson Hinrichsen.

Anna Swir Lauded Aloneness as Hygienic - Annie Lure

I tined the salmon, moist and pink as a clit freshly rubbed counterclockwise with two fingers. I savored the chthonic boutique coffee. The avocado like the curated skin of some torrid reptilian. I ate only a portion of my olive bounty. Dionysian testes plucked from Whole Foods.

The guy squirting the hose by the jeweler’s storefront answered my call. But not the handsome Asian. Or the cosmopolitan couple. I loved drifting until my own good feet, my donkey heart, as the Syrian poet would have it, returned me to the train station via mostly human signposts.

Someone had taken a shit in that café’s toilet. Human excrement floated on the toilet bowl like dysgenic fish. I wiped the menstrual blood from my Cheryl Townsend Barbie nexus of thigh and pelvis as if I were tending a man’s war wound. Had there been a Haruki Murakami tear in this chronotope, the man hovering about me would have entered the toilet and faced his atavistic fear. I was a monster more nefarious than Medusa. A woman toileting. Then trailing her accursed womanliness in a poopy pouch where the bloodying pad was rolled down underneath my hoisted pants.

But who’d purloined my bag?
© Annie Lure 2025
Image by Nadin Sh.

Superimposed - Edward Swafford

***Trigger Warning - this is my first Stream-of-Consciousness piece, and no, it’s not based on actual events***


The portraiture picture is BLACK but you wouldn’t know it when everyone around calls me their catch-cry oil painting and when does static beauty ever get a chance to speak?¿?

Open mouths show teeth and I don’t want what they’re gritting but when the RUSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH is such a fucking endorphin-laced (yet lachrymose) perfection of mind/body/soul/sex who am I to throw a FOMO like some thirty seconds to fucking mars superfan?¿?

Bare bodies layer over me but I can still make out my original sin if I squint hard enough and catch the catatonic light I feel like history impregnated futurists and out POPPED this chosen cherry and now I can’t feel anything at all?¿?

I guess it’s open slather and fifteen minutes of so-called fame lasts forever when you’re sweating HEAVEN but who is on top and who is beneath do I even mind or is this orgasmic kleptomania?¿?

Crystal glazes their eyes but they’re still pretty shades of blue green hazel grey fuck it’s a heterochromia all-you-can-stare smorgasbord and the BLOODSHOT ones don’t scare me at all I kind of dig the sleepless look because we can all sleep when we’re dead can’t we?¿?

Haze isn’t second-hand so sacrilege has to grab his own pipe but who has spare SPARKLE and what time is it because I have to be at work a fortnight ago but I think my job is safe for now speaking of can anyone with a hard cock breed me into dissolution before I pass out?¿?

© Edward Swafford 2025 
Image by Ruslan Ataev.

Overdose - Danni Orsi

The stars fell from your eyes like treacle
Molasses
Folding off a wooden spoon
A crown devoured in murky water
Celestial diamonds tarred too soon

It was now you said it had to happen
Later
You thought was for the lost
Like poisoned gifts on a golden platter
Illusion could not delay the cost

We built ourselves brick by brick
Trunks
Now grown with twisted limbs
Gluttons feeding off each other
We flew with parasitic wings

Ablaze you fell in molten glory
An apple in your mouth
For you who loved to follow shadows
There was only one way out.
© Danni Orsi 2025
Image by Karolina Biloshenko.

Resolve - Samantha Lazar

Awake- concrete. The chain allowed reaching the bathroom; the explosion of pain fogged every

sense.

By any means.

Crawling, she spat blood; avoided mirrors.
His mistake: a phone left charging in the living room, as if to taunt her. Out of reach. He would
be back for it. Her resolve returned, sharp as the hidden metal. Swallowing four pills, she
packed bandages, antiseptic, and his sweater.

At first...

I banged my head on the entrance. After museum hours, a child’s model moon lander doesn’t
rise to adult level, and I forgot to duck. It could have been the benefactor’s open bar, and I
wandered off to seek a little alone time.
This was not an ordinary night at the museum, and I was not alone in the moon lander.
reminded me of my daughter when she was three. pushing the buttons, calling ground control,
playing astronaut

Wanna play? He asked.

Now, her body quaked as she grasped the last thing on her list: torn aluminum. Her hand– the
only thing that stood in the way of her escape.
The door.

“Hey, babe, forgot my phone!”

© Samantha Lazar 2025 - originally published in NYCMidnight as a micro-fiction challenge
Image by Ognjen Karabegović.

Envy’s Trojan Horse - Pixel Floyd

Envy sprouts, dubious spores
Puffing plumes of perfumed power.
Turn now from its vapor
Lest your heart be consumed.

Lure lonely hearts to its gardens,
Pulling Trojan Horses
Across thirsty lips—
To wet the tongue,
To fill the lung
With fragrant breath.

One vape of faux flavor
Penetrates—
the blood-brain barrier,
Sieging the mind’s interior,

Planting spurious visions
Of loveless depths—
As vast,
As cold
As Lake Superior.

You must turn from its vapor now—
Or your heart will be consumed.

With unseen infection—
Scaling skin,
Creeping, coursing
Through veins within.

Eyes turn to the ground,
Looking for cracks
To climb down—
Where trolls dwell
In bitter beds,
Casting hexes,
Turning souls
To slaves
In caverns of jealousy.

Consumed by vapors of fakery.

Turn, turn, turn from its vapor now—
Or your heart will be consumed.

Leaving phantom spores,
Countless scores
Of those who came before—
Whose fingers blister,
Red and sore,
From digging plots
For loveless lots.

An infectious rot
Warps the nail
That hangs
The fourth wall of envy—
That twists the soul,
That clings to the flesh
For sanctuary.

An insatiable ache,
An unscratchable itch...

There is still time to turn from its vapor
Before your heart
Is wholly consumed.

Turn to her now—
Draw love’s sword.
F
A
L
L
On its rusty blade.

Bleed a little.
Let her love suck
The poison
That weakens
Your immune system.

But at what cost?
Do I turn,
Fall on my sword
For love that consumes?
To save what should not be saved—
To lose myself
In the process?

If I die to me,
Will I be reborn to love?

Can our love
Be a double-edged sword—
Where we may both be divided
But bleed as one?

Is that really love?
Or
Am I consumed
By envy?
© Pixel Floyd 2025 - originally published in Know Thyself, Heal Thyself
Image by IMustBeDead via express permission.

Transforming Eidolon - Sylvia Kalina

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Future in the palm of my future gaze
Sight beyond sight scrying spirals
                                      I am Femme Divinity forming
                             Crucifix—condemning
                    (awakening and contorting)
Currents of mossy serpentine scale
—Slithering in twisting Unity,
Harmonies harmonizing (body with mind)
                    Calligraphic curving
                             In my arched temple, strolling

                                     Verdis orbs blossoming

Limbs unfurl forward—footfall—fecund
Slick twisting dance of flesh and soul
                                   Silent guardian sentinel
                        Rotating twelve celestial
                 (summa integritas)
Seven venena secreta
Azoth oxide prima —slipstream
Nigredo melancholia core
             Horizon rising hypnotizing
                     My root rebirth incarnate

                                     Providence Eye Architect

Archetype—slithering frankincense blur
Copper lung fire erupting
                                Embodied carnelian
                       Anthropomorphic being
              Synthesized phenomenon
Electric esoteric Isis unveiling
Liminal goddess of my reclaiming
I am soul of immortal boundless splendor
             From shadowed depth to solar flame
                      New eternal eidolon visia

                                    Cipher of Cosmic Order
© Sylvia Kalina 2025
Image by Eugene Lisyuk.

Sublime - Jozef Cain

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So, you think you’re worthy?
You think you deserve a seat here?
In my abode.

You can barely handle the light
at your window, in the morning.

You quiver from the dew
when you touch grass;
as you do.

You wretch at the bedside
from the bedside itself.

How do you think you’ll be able to gaze upon me?

The Holy One.

You are not able.
You murdered Abel.
Slumber is your abode.

Wanderer!
Fool!
Outcast!

The realm of the dead
won’t even claim you.
You creature.
You mortal.

The brimstone holds your imprint.
The fire calls your name.
The castle spire thirsts for your blood.
The steeple awaits the relief from your weight.

Defeat.

© Jozef Cain 2025
Image by Wolrider YURTSEVEN.

Blood Doll - Ann Marie Steele

My dear Casanova
so suave and so stealth
my blood boils for two
let it thaw you in and out

Through my open window glide
ride that wicked wily wind
shroud me in your velvet cape
drill me with your sin

Snatch off my ivory belt
meant to keep me oh-so-chaste
let my sweet sangria
make you sweat — oh, then gasp

Languidly sip my potion
daintily chew my lips
pointedly pierce inside
in this titillating tryst

Blood doll I will be
watch me bend, moan and squeal
no donors taste as sweet, dear
or enticing as me

Past midnight you will dine
on my milky snowy skin
in my haven ever tight
inside my piquant den.

© Ann Marie Steele 2025 
Image by Антон Жук.

The Lucid Dreamer - Existential World

Don’t you see
I’ve given you all I know
And what’s more
I was given the green light to do so

It’s not for me to decide who goes blind
Who is incapacitated by the light
Or the circle of darkness that penetrates your spirit
Like a closet, inside a cave, under 
Layer upon layer of igneous rock

I am not an educator
I am a tempest

But I do not bring myself over your cities
Or to your beds at night 
I do not ride the lightning 
Into the earth

The potential for war should not frighten you
Because the war has already been fought
Now you must wait in your doldrums
To see who has claimed victory
They will hide from you
Or crawl inside you while you sleep
And feast on your dreams

They will chuckle at the atom blasts of your neurons
Make you smoke a pack a day
To hang that devilish stop sign that is 120 or less

They will steal your brother 
Incapacitate your sister 
Who speaks the same language as you
Thought Speak

I understand fully
I am no more than you or less 
I have raced to catch up to my captors 
The dreamcatchers, the ancients, and the future seekers 
Who all long to travel backwards 
And live under an unfamiliar sun
I’ve left you in my dust, in doing the same as them

I am here the same as I am not here

I find no usefulness in stopping the pursuit of a higher realm
Come with me to the house of apparitions 
Listen to the 432 harmonies 
Get in balance with the beginning and the end
And know that neither exists but for the blink of consciousness 
We are all the walking dead 
Who hear music along the way
© Existential World 2025
Image by Sachith Ravishka Kodikara.

The Stairs - Devo Carpenter

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They call me I avoid them getting within 10 feet brings the hair on my neck to full arousal.

The Harlow was built in 1882 as a hotel for aristocrats then workers and last the Japanese.

It fell into ruin and disrepair until 2019 when it was completely restored.

Impossibly high ceilings beautiful details from the room doors to the crown molding

In the wee hours, it transforms back into what it was.

Sitting in the lobby I can hear the faint voices of the railroad workers in the saloon

Hallways have the scent of Japanese cooking

The stairs are where more than one has met their demise

I wander the halls at the witching hour

Feeling a tug on my sleeve I see her

No more than 8 years old dressed beyond her years so inappropriate

Standing at the top of those stairs staring at me

It takes everything in me not to go to her

I know in my heart I will not survive the encounter

She looks so innocent, and she needs me

Then I see the shadow a grown man too friendly to her

Leaning down he kisses her in the most unholy way

He then looks at me daring me to take his prize

He puts his arm around her and turns to walk away

I must stop him

I have the overwhelming feeling this has played out before

There is a reason she chose me

I rushed to the stairs to stop him

The walls are greying the insects apparent

Spiderwebs cover my face as I run through them

When I get to the first step, I feel the shove

As I tumbled down the three flights, I realized it was her

The innocent one who needed me is the finalization of my doom

When I finally come to a stop, I am surrounded by women most my age

One reaches down to pull me up

Everything looks different, ancient, decrepit

The art and beautiful beige walls are gone

Windows all covered in grime

I feel whispers in my hair

Its ok

We got you

No need to fear my love

I feel righteous indignation bubbling to the surface

What the hell is going on

A small voice rises from behind the women

You tried to save me

She slips her small white hand into mine and leads me into the lobby

Which looks like something out of a nightmare

Broken people standing sitting leaning everywhere

She hugs my arm

You are one of us now

© Devo Carpenter 2025
Image by Nadin Sh.

Ode to a Nightmare - Maisie Archer

who treads these halls in dark of night
silence cut with a maiden stare
barbaric creature, might she bite
swallow our peaceful slumber bare

unknown within, curious home
echoing empty manse I roam
inside these secret rooms I hide
when threats prevail, my time to bide

crafted well, we have waited long
for your awakening footfall
now, as our understanding dawns
stranger no more, mistress of all

solitary solace, welcome
nightmare comfort, my own bedlam
© Maisie Archer 2025
Image by Anna Avilova.

Sounds of Sorrow - Buku Sarkar

I buried my sadness next to my bed

By the bakery shop

The cashier
I left it by the traffic lights,
In the bookshop
The flower shop
The grocery store.

And at night, darkness catches
My tears
That fall quietly inside—
In silence,
In secret
Sometimes even in smiles.

I am nowhere
And nowhere is everywhere,
Said a famous writer.

I am writing this poem because
I read once, 
Wherever you go, you will always be unhappy.
© Buku Sarkar 2025
Image by Mauricio Casas.

Canary Crowns and Coal - H. R. Sinclair

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The black blood
drips from atop
the ivory tower.
They stand tall
and taller ever more,
brooding and boasting
a shadow over all.
Only their egos
can see over their heads.

Their filthy fingers
pluck the strings of fate
with folly and jolly
and juvenile judgement.
They hear harmonies
while the rest hear
debilitating dissonance.
Time will tell
the same old tale
of crown and coal.

Trapdoors, false paths
dead ends, disease, dictation,
addiction, oppression, exploitation,
manipulation,
all brought to you by greeeeeeeeeed
a delivery from the Gods
of consumerism and capitalism.
See their cake and hope
to dine one day at a table
with a better view
of their cake.

Carve in your skin
their holy brand
hope and pray
they see passed your
penury past
and allow one foot in the door
on the first floor
of their skyrise
syndicate.
Please sign the dotted line
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
before proceeding
wipe your worth
and leave your soul
only servitude will save you
beyond this point

Clip your wings
so you may remain
in your lane
or fly too high
to the sun
soaring fast too
fast to see
what you were flying for
and who you were flying for
but act just right
and you may not
be plated up
tonight.

Streak up and down
dance the monkey dance
cover your eyes, mouth and ears
there’s nothing for you here
but what is served
and the shit you shovel
and the scraps left over
after they sip, slurp and spit
from their silver spoons
be grateful for the drops
that spilled out
from their their overflowing oceans.

Rid yourself of dignity
and receive gold
or glamour and guise
play their dirty games
and win the dirty money
yet fret not
you are free to
launder in their
cycle of corruption
buy your absolution
from their silk-lined tills

© H. R. Sinclair 2025
Image by Aaron Jacob Pilatoe.

Adam’s New Year’s Eve - Julie Radford

let me crawl into you
like satan did when god showed him his new favorite creation. 
i swim in your blood, cling to your flesh, scratch the insides of your eyeballs,
break your back, bend your neck. 

let me laugh into your GODFORSAKEN face
while i hook my fingers into the corners of your mouth,
rip off your skin,
tear down the walls.

masks off, 
blow 
out the candles
and let me fill out your hollow soul. shatter every bone. 

you’re nothing but an empty vessel without me, human. 
snip - snap - cracked
in excess -
the original sin, 
your walk of shame.

now clank your chains for the intoxicated prophecy,
wretched prodigy.

pile up the ashes of your past, your present, your future and gather round, you miserable fucks - we’re building ourselves a kingdom.
© Julie Radford 2025
Image by Pedro Dias

An Eye for an Eye - Silva Mirovics

Silvery slivers of moon spill 
heavy torn brocade drapes 
dust shifts
as she glides past 
               mystique trails 
She speaks the unspeakable, names the unnameable
transcends 
the patriarchal monstrosity targeting sisterhood 
                her inherent duty
Empowered Eminent Empress
skilled to lure 
seduce 
reduce him/them 
to limp 
lifeless
nothingness
Perfectly Pertinent Punishment
Smirk of Satisfaction 
                he thought it was his lucky night
smooth ivory-skinned hands grasp his neck tight
eyes heavy with lust suddenly
widen, whiten, frightened, pleading, begging 
and she asks WHY?
                Because the bitch deserved it
No remorse as her fangs pierce his pathetic skin
Delicious she licks 
lush luminous voluminous lips deep dark red
blood 
               drip 
                                drip 
                                                drips 
down her chin
pale bejewelled fingers wipe 
the last remnants of him away
For centuries she’s kept a tally 
counting dead women and the guilty 
another prick erased from mortal existence 
One last look before her hounds make a feast 
the sounds 
of his redundancy hang thick in the parlour air.
© Silva Mirovics 2025
Image by Melanie Cole

Southern Gothic - Melanie Cole

Underneath my feet are gators 
Ancient and swimming 
Five hundred pounds of snapping jaws 
Waiting for me to fall off this precarious draw bridge 

They are fed with whole legs of goats 
And the crushing noise they make 
As they devour their food twists 
My stomach into knots 

I find gator heads in a voodoo shop and wonder 
Who wrangled them, who carefully applied the varnish 
And the glass eyes to keep the heads glossy and clean 
I buy one to take home 

Man over nature 
The swamps will eat you whole 
The first time I went to the swamp, I found a crucifix 
Laying on the ground In Terrebonne Parish 

I looked around before I picked it up 
And slipped it in my pocket 
It was either heaven or hell 
And I stood stupidly close to the water’s edge 

The cypress trees have their knees sticking out of the murky water 
The Spanish moss hanging as a decorative ornament 
The crucifix burning a hole in my pocket 
In the swamp— atoning for my sins. 
© Melanie Cole 2025
Image by Abel Kayode.

Inferno Of Darkness - Ute Luppertz

Black veils 
Gray corridors 
Lost in the labyrinth 
The abyss 

Where am I? 
No mirrors, just shadows in the ruins of a life that has become Ghost Town Screams in the alleys 
Hushed howling in the winds 

A voracious appetite for blood 
Floating corpses 
Gutted bodies from incestuous lust 
Demons that haunt us, the lingams and yonis 
Whips and domination 

I own you 
Crawl to the altar, kneel, and rip your leather costume off Party over 
I will tie you up under the crucifix 
Milky figures in the mist, no light, no candle, no priest 

The saints are dead 
We’re the condemned ones 
Forever in purgatory 
Where we drink our blood and eat our own flesh 
And our faces turn ashen and white 
We’re rats, dancing the tribal dance of cannibalism 

The cries of the lost ones haunt our dreams 
The nightmare you were running from 
Get your feet singed in the hot embers of the fire 

The Inferno you were destined for 
The volcano of darkness is your home now
© Ute Luppertz 2025
Image by Kali Fox-Jirgl.

The Place Where I Lost My Mind - Kali Fox-Jirgl

I tried to escape reality, but a darker one was found.
Blotter with strength,
To a sinister place,
That’s where I lost my mind.

I locked myself in a room for twelve hours,
While corpselike hands grazed my skin.
Engulfed in fire.
Imprisoned in chains.
Castigation for all my sins.

The damned in perdition and lost souls like mine,
Ensnared in ashen arms.
Trapped.
No escape.
A drug-induced hellscape,
With creatures that meant me harm.

The beasts below sent the washed-out faces,
With raw-boned bodies deprived of forgiveness.
Grotesque.
Merciless.
With wrathful touches-
A world with nothing divine.

Delusions of phantoms,
Intangible ransom,
My mind had been led astray.
The blazing inferno
Of mental judgment
My deep-seated fears had come out to play.

The illusion of eternal damnation
would take years to finally go blind.
To heal the hypnosis
Of drugged-out psychosis
The place where I lost my mind. 
© Kali Fox-Jirgl 2025
Image by Ksenia Chernaya.

Another Sunday Evening at the Funeral Home - Linda Kowalchek

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I’m eight-years-old.
It’s six p.m.
Supper is over.
It’s time to get moving.

I’m too young to stay home by myself.
Climb in the car with mom and dad.
Mr. Jones, one of our neighbors, has died.
We must go visit him at the funeral home.

Five miles into town and we’re there.
Walk up to the brick building.
Open the door.
It smells like it always does.

Too warm.
Dim.
The muffled sound of whispers and quiet-talking in the background.
Mr. Jones is in room number three.

Enter slowly and silently from the back.
Look around to see who is there.
A good turnout.
He was well liked.

His wife sits to the side. 
Smile and nod to her as you approach the casket.
Mom guides me forward by my shoulders.
The casket is open.

Kneel down, fold your hands, and pray.
I don’t know what I’m supposed to pray about.
I stare at the stranger’s body. 
Like I always do.

The finger nails are interesting.
Thick strokes of flesh tone polish cover each nail.
The skin on his face looks dry but waxy.
A lamp with a pink lightbulb stands on either side.

I wish I was home.
The Disney show is on tv tonight.
There are supposed to be cartoons.
Pinocchio or maybe even Mickey.

But I am here with my old parents.
Visiting their even older friends who are dead now.
Shouldn’t people have visited each other sooner?
Isn’t now too late?

Mom says we visit the dead to show respect.
And to say a prayer to help them get wherever it is they are going.
And to make their family feel better.
And to sign a book and leave money.

Three decades later I am at the same funeral home again with my mom.
She is in the casket this time.
Dad was here a decade earlier.
Open caskets for both. 

Turnout was good.
They were both well liked.
I knelt.
I prayed.

I must not have prayed hard enough.
Because I don’t think they got where they were going.
I feel them next to me still. 
Especially on Sunday evenings. 
© Linda Kowalchek 2025
Image by Kyle Miller.

Woe Is He - Jaelon Jones

Woe is the man who gets to suffer heartbreak after heartbreak and live to tell the tale. Brave as a bull, weaving his sorrow into artistic expressions such as music, poetry and film.

Woe is the man who dares to try loving again, when he sees his nation doesn’t know love. As a student, he learned what love wasn’t to try becoming the latter and teach his lovers.

Woe is the man that is able to love himself for unconditionally loving, with nothing to gain. Thinking that maybe a second chance will be what’s needed to pull back another layer, but if the person is only of impurity, they are merely more layers of disappointment and dismay.

Woe is the man who fears of dying alone, he is hopeless and also scared of again going numb. Even through traumas, his love knew no bounds and it would reach the souls of those he was intimate with. He knows his power and is infuriated he hasn’t met a worthy match yet.

Woe is the man that blames God for all of his inconveniences, not heeding to his own life experiences and lessons once learned before. It’s as if his trust in the flow is one of the most deceptively helpful skills in his psyche. Trusting that all will be fine in the end, it’s as if he signs-up for being an emotional dummy. A double agent surveying the field for Intel.

Woe is the man who turns his betrayals into. abandonment from society, and distrust. He sees that being vulnerable offers vultures something intolerable yet invigorating to them. Giving way to the exploitation of his well-intended presence. He struggles thinking humanity deserves an anomaly like him.

Woe is the man that is tired of being the man he is writing about in 3rd person always. He wonders if he only wrote happy things that are facade, if it will eventually become reality and he will manifest destiny via affirmations. In his studies, he is scrambled and doesn’t know which belief system to cling to for answers sometimes, so he relies on his subconscious mind to provide them at its convenience.

Woe is the man who is morbidly tired of being right all the time, wishing of blissful ignorance. Using past experience, psychology, pattern analysis, intuition and philosophy, he always has a good hunch of the atrocities he will face. and is feeling burdened by the weight of his wisdom. In its presence, his kind spirit dies a bit more every time someone proves him right.

Woe is the man who pities the damned, and in turn, the damned pity his enlightenment. It is here where he calls home, garnishing a robe made of imposter syndrome. Is this the curse of the awakened? To be cast aside like trauma, unwanted memories & suppressed emotions? An expendable in the dependables of the functionality of homeostasis in homosapiens?

Woe is he that trudge on, through mental sewage spewing mucus of toxic sutras. With all his might and every last bit of a shred of hope he clings onto, fraying at the seems of the edge of the universe, the pendulum swings freely towards his head, and folds like a quantum leap into the peculiar. Perched at the pinnacle of a Godsend, and Lucifer; he pretends that he is the only constant in the atmosphere.

Woe is he who writes to console his soul, and knows solely that it may be the one thing that keeps him out of the psychiatric ward, awards.

These words, thoughts, visions, feelings etc. are those of a dead man. I kill a version of me every time I relieve the pressure of keeping these things inside, metamorphosis. The artist is a metaphor for life, undergoing the hypnosis of belonging to a society that doesn’t recognize them as one, a true diagnosis. How do you tell a society is collapsing? Prognosis stenosis of any vital substance, humans are congested with inferiority complexes. Claiming superiority is those wielding atomic weapons.

Woe is he

Woe is she

Woe is we

Woe is me.

© Jaelon Jones 2025
Image by Maarten Bleijerveld.

Feeling - Maarten Bleijerveld

An empty page sometimes says more
than all the written words in the world.
It stares back, bare,
like silence louder than any voice I’ve ever known.
With a heavy heart full of emotions—
unfiltered, tangled, raw—
I fear to look at the next one.

Will it be empty, too?
Or worse—
filled with truths I’m not ready to write?
I hover, pen in hand,
but it trembles under weight unseen,
a weight words were never made to carry.

Often, language betrays what I mean.
Some things I want to say,
but I also want them to remain untouched,
unreachable—
too fragile to live on a line,
too sacred to spell out.
So I let them hover in the in-between,
between silence and speech,
between intention and interpretation.

We reach out
we always do
but often through echoes,
half-truths,
a glance, a pause,
digital pulses pretending presence.

We are reaching so much,
but are we touching?
Are we even close?
So it should never be—
empty or not
but maybe that’s what scares me most.

To get lost in that feeling—
the sharp softness of a heart
that’s both whole and broken
in the same breath.

Of all these emotions—
rising, falling, crashing in silence.
No words.
No clarity.
Just weight.
© Maarten Bleijerveld 2025
Image by Ivan Babydov.

Midnight Mass - Adrian Njoto

I hold a midnight mass
With versions of myself.
We spend the night well, for we'd die
By the first light,
Not knowing which one
Would show up at dawn
When I wake.

My common sense is cornered
Under the shadow of a mountain
Of tats I once thought
Were beautiful—
The day I bought them
For my campy dress.

We love to talk about the climate,
Ruminate on the rot of humanity,
Or just dance to the music,
With veils, tattered cloths,
And towels for crowns.

One of my twenty said,
Kill every light.
Let your dark take hold,
’Cause we were never meant to last.
© Adrian Njoto 2025
Image by Travelers Way.

Even the Dead Need a Sympathetic Ear - Mark Armstrong

Life was pressing down on me
It’ll do that
Even when you’re dead
When you’re on a cruise ship
On the River Styx
Especially when Foghat’s
Playing Slow Ride

The dead have feelings, too
Ask anyone who’s been in a coffin
That’s slid down church steps
And T-boned a hearse
Dropped by a pallbearer 
Who ate a donut
And forgot to wash his hands

(Who smirked and laughed about it later
May his greasy bones be charred in the fires of Gehenna)

I needed to talk
To someone who’d understand
Another rotting corpse who knew the oppressive weight
Of rocks and dirt
Whose heart
(Now reduced to gristle)
Was still in the right place
And (according to GPS)
Several cruise ships
Ahead of mine

I called him on my iPhone
I was buried with it, as was he with his
(All praise and honor to Mort Rigor and 
His Deathly Grip)
We brooded and we stewed
In the same old rancid juice
It was almost
Like being
Alive

He said his cruise ship
Had KC and the Sunshine Band
Death, it appears,
Is tough all over
© Mark Armstrong 2025
Image by Aditya Upadhyay.

Hertis Rote - Tina Leavitt

hold your heart with my hands
freshly eviscerated
               body amputated from soul
               life severed by death
blood spilling over my hands
smelling of dirty old pennies
i taste you in my mouth
 
i cry to sleep at night
without you, left with visions
of my death, of my funeral
the sharp edges of a blade
dark rooms empty
fragrant with moth balls
walls bleeding yellow nicotine
 
i cry to sleep at night
without you, left with illusions
holding you in my hands
wet and dead
carrying your love around
preserving your heart with arsenic and lace
i made a manhattan in the hollows of your devotion
 
when you are resurrected and remade
will you know who i am
 
i cry to sleep at night
without you, left with shadows
living in the corners of my eyes
edges reaching out like spider legs
crawling around mirrors
crawling into my mouth
stuffing me with cedar resin and myrrh
 
the dead are carried out feet first
so they can’t mark the living
 
hold your heart with my hands
stuffed with stargazer lilies
wrap your heart in linen
hide you next to my body
               if your heart was placed inside of me
               would we melt together
               waiting for your soul to meet mine
                reanimated without your heart
                will you look for me across
                the fires and empty deserts of the hereafter
© Tina Leavitt 2025

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